I grew up in Michigan and loved springtime the best of all. Lilacs and fresh mown grass remain in my memory although it has been four decades since I have experience a northern spring until this year. I moved to Florida in 1980 - north Florida that is. There is a bit of spring - a fast blooming of azaleas, red buds, dogwoods, wisteria - and then whosh, summer hits with a vengeance. This year I am in Pittsburgh reveling the the feeling that spring will be here for a few months of prolonged intense beauty as the trees and bushes and bulbs take their time blooming - each in its season. Forsythia blooms right now - yellow bursts of sunshine on the landscape that still remains largely brown recovering from months of snow-laden burden. I see pink and red flowering trees and know I must get a guide to remember what all those blossoms are. I've forgotten so much, but memory is lifting and it begins with the birds singing loudly each morning as they fight for a perch on the bird feeder outside my living room window. I happily anticipate the lilacs of May but for now the weeping willows take me back to a childhood I now remember more clearly than ever before. The birth of spring resembles the birth of a child - once it arrives all the pain of winter disappears and life takes over making everything just a little brighter and hopeful.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
I grew up in Michigan and loved springtime the best of all. Lilacs and fresh mown grass remain in my memory although it has been four decades since I have experience a northern spring until this year. I moved to Florida in 1980 - north Florida that is. There is a bit of spring - a fast blooming of azaleas, red buds, dogwoods, wisteria - and then whosh, summer hits with a vengeance. This year I am in Pittsburgh reveling the the feeling that spring will be here for a few months of prolonged intense beauty as the trees and bushes and bulbs take their time blooming - each in its season. Forsythia blooms right now - yellow bursts of sunshine on the landscape that still remains largely brown recovering from months of snow-laden burden. I see pink and red flowering trees and know I must get a guide to remember what all those blossoms are. I've forgotten so much, but memory is lifting and it begins with the birds singing loudly each morning as they fight for a perch on the bird feeder outside my living room window. I happily anticipate the lilacs of May but for now the weeping willows take me back to a childhood I now remember more clearly than ever before. The birth of spring resembles the birth of a child - once it arrives all the pain of winter disappears and life takes over making everything just a little brighter and hopeful.
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Sunday, April 4, 2010
Happy birthday, Gertrude
Today is my mother's birthday. Ninety-five years ago today Gertrude Lillian Stephens Camburn was born in Pickford, Michigan. She passed from this life on February 26, 1998. Although my mother never found true peace and contentment during this lifetime, she did the best she could, and she loved me in the only way she knew how. Recently, I've been given the opportunity to connect with parts of my past, and I've learned that I didn't have such a bad time of it. My mother taught me how to be a hostess and how to celebrate occasions. She was a good grandmother to my daughter because she had the time to devote and dote on Anna.
Happy birthday, Mom. I've been as hard on you as you were on yourself and that has not served me well. You were a good mom and I love you.
Happy birthday, Mom. I've been as hard on you as you were on yourself and that has not served me well. You were a good mom and I love you.
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